Been praying to God for children. Came back home from work early this
afternoon to find him with this girl on our matrimonial bed.
She had just taken her t0p off on t0p of him. It really hurts mostly because I
am a devoted wife and Christian and he knows very well what my home means
to me….My bed for that matter.
We have been best friends since we got married and we hardly have any friends
left as we are always together.. It’s been great and although something always
reminds me that a man will be a man. I never thought he could bring a stranger
into our home…..my bed
She said they met on Facebook and this was the first time they saw each other
physically. She was very apologetic, she didn’t realise he is married. They were
just starting when I walked in and she said they’ve never had the main thing.
For the last 3 years I’ve covered 98% of all our expenses. He doesn’t earn much
so I pay for everything……the rent …everything plus any other financial support
you can think of. I feel so used. He is divorced and his previous wife left him
for the same reason. I should have dug deeper before we got married but love
covered my eyes.
The normal me wants to close this chapter completely by walking away and just
starting my life afresh. But being a christian the spirit of God in me is saying I
should exercise patience. Which I know is the right thing but will be difficult.
What’s most upsetting is his lack remorse. I kicked him out of the house when
I let the the girl out as I just couldn’t stand him. He came back hours after to
pick his bag…which I am happy about as I need a break. Gosh my blood is
BOILING……the normal me is so tempted to react.
Please someone tell me what you’ll do in this situation. I am home and
tempted to go back out and just start a new life.
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